Alhamdulillah...............

am lost for words....just soooooooo thankful....today has been the happiest day of my life soo far since i entered KBU...couldn't believe it ......so like a dream come true....i passed my IELTS exam with flying colours!!!.....huhu...with band 8.5.....totally more than i expected......should've have seen how i was yesterday...freaking out like mad...could only breathe...with difficulty mind u!....haha...suffocating and gasping for air.....phew!glad that was over...actually i was fine yesterday morning wiping the furniture in my room...dahlah warna dark brown ade habuk ckit je dah nampak...haih...so i was wiping ,sweeping with the radio on...singing my heart out and minding my own business...pastu teringat phone tak charge...so pg la ambik phone....tengok ader msg from this 013 number....bile bace msg huh...terus panic nak mampus!saper pulak la yg msg dpt band 8 untk IELTS nie...huhu....that time i didn't know that it was athirah...forgot to save her new num(sorry thira...he...)...pastu apelagi...trus pg dial college number....heart was beating super fast rase mcm nk tercabut....it was about 11.45 when i called...pastu org KBU suruh call balik pkul 1 ...fine ah kan...so taktau nak buat aper pg baring....mengenang nasib kalau tak pass...huhu..habis ah duit 5 ratus untk resit....jatuh maruah la..kesian mrs.lee,penat je dia ajar mcm2..huhu.....bla bla bla...so mase 1 o'clock pg call balik..this time they told me that mr.liew takde call balik kul 2...haih...wait lagi....so pglah sembahyang tenangkan diri pastu sambung baring...seriously coudn't do anything else...bilik yg tak habis kemas td pun had to done by my sis instead...huhu...bile call pukul 2...orang KBU kata mr.liew tak balik from lunch lg...dier suruh try call at 2.45 plak...huh?!berapa lame nak tunggu neyh...driving me nutz....things went from bad to worse coz mase call at 2.45 org tue kata mr.liew's having a meeting so i might have to wait tomorrow(today) to get my results!n i was like huh?! after all the time wasted on waiting and calling this is what u're telling me!can't believe my ears!...soo pissed of...after all those moments of tossing and turning on my bed thinking 'bout my future...n having soo much butterflies...haih seb baek tak termuntah je....so nak tak nak...kenalah tunggu da next day...so pagi tadi actually was still asleep wen fatin sent me da msg...apelagi trus bgn n pg call college...shaking gila mase dial....lepas bg surname n IC...she finally gave my results....mula2 ingat salah orang but then again only i have Syed Shamsudin as a surname...so maknenye betul la ea....haha...still tak percaya nie....just wana thank my parents,mrs.lee for being so patient n kind,guiding me all the way....seriously without her...they'll be no 8.5 watsoever...n of course i never wud have known how to sing the jolly waltzing matilda song...huhu...special thanks ,hugs n kisses to fatin n my beloved sister just for being there for me...pastu sanggup plak 2 layan my mengada-ngada kerenah...seriyesly it's only with u guys that i can behave that way huhu...n of coz to all my frens...thank you for all your support.....wouldn't have made it without u guys!and finally to me,those sleepless nites,headaches coz of too much reading,stress n the secretly crying and pretending that everything was ok in front of everybody else was definitely worth it!one goal down.....loads to go!!!