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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

hey syarifah......remember this......

When life leaves you hanging......

DON'T QUIT!!!!

anything can happen.
bend,but don't break.
challenge your potential.
destiny is a choice.
effort creates opportunities
follow your intuition
get back up &try again
hold on to your vision
impress yourself
just dig a little deeper
keep knocking at doors
learn from mistakes
motivate with compassion
nothing worthwhile comes easy
own a positive attitude
problems hold messages
question that's not working
regroup when you need to
stand up for your principles
think outside the box
unite preseverance with resolve
value knowing when to walk away
work smarter,not just harder
xhaust all possibilities
you can,if you think you can
zzz,take naps as needed!!!(totally agree with this part right here!!!)

*taken from a poster i bought.....fell in love with the positive wordings....just wanted to start the new year with something positive and colourful...hehe...

Monday, December 29, 2008

hmmm...new year's resolution?!

...according to the muslim calender its already a new year eh...how time flies sooo fast...salam maal hijrah to all..adios,sayonara,arriverderci,cai cian,and bye-bye 2008.....u sure have taught me a lot.....especially about life....how things can go topsy turvy in no time and the importance of love and support from family and frens....this new year...i've a lot of goals to achieve....hmmm...let's see my 10 new year's resolution wud be to..........

1.get really good results for ALL my exams...mantain T.E.R score of 85...fooh...susah tue...huhu...i'll try my hardest on that...
2.complete my AUSMAT with distinction....so dat i can fly to Aussie...
3.increase my ibadah and urusan ukhrawi...yup need more improvement on dat...eternal paradise is of course the ultimate goal that i'd like to achieve..
4.be more matured?!haha...
5.be less cranky,moody,emo,things of dat sort....but i'll keep annoying fatin and my sis only with a more hmm... problem dats really a problem?! haha!....dat's my part time job or is it full time?haha mane2 jelah...though i don't get paid for it...it's something dat i love....m sure u guys 'love' it too kan.....haha...dats y i loooooooooooove u.....u guys deserve a pay...i'll think of something...really mean it with all my heart(devilish grin)
6.make my parents proud of me...hmm...say.. masuk newspaper ke...haha fat hopes...tp 1 day i'd like to make that happen or 4 simply not overspending..yup...
7.oh yea speaking of overspending.....saya nak menabung dis year...haha....wish me luck!
8.live a healthy,happy,less stress life(i'd be lying if i said a stress-free life...for me it doesn't really exist...coz we're bound to experience stress sumhow....it's good in a way...gives you the extra push u need in lyfe...tak tak bley banyak2....nanti bley jd takde life trus...)
9.hmmmm....remember to always count my blessings....be grateful,thankful for everything that i have....not to take people for granted,lie,hurt other people's feelings...have more empathy...
10.what else yea......owh..to just simply seize the moment!carpe diem!live everyday to the fullest and to always remember that everything happens for a reason.....tak payah sedeyh o marah lame2 coz mesti ade hidden gudness...all that's needed is just a little patience....something i need to work more on...huuhu

k dats about it for now... am already having sleepy eyes nie....gonna go n crash on my bed now...may i have a better and blessed year ahead and same goes to u guys out there 2 k.amin

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Alhamdulillah...............

am lost for words....just soooooooo thankful....today has been the happiest day of my life soo far since i entered KBU...couldn't believe it ......so like a dream come true....i passed my IELTS exam with flying colours!!!.....huhu...with band 8.5.....totally more than i expected......should've have seen how i was yesterday...freaking out like mad...could only breathe...with difficulty mind u!....haha...suffocating and gasping for air.....phew!glad that was over...actually i was fine yesterday morning wiping the furniture in my room...dahlah warna dark brown ade habuk ckit je dah nampak...haih...so i was wiping ,sweeping with the radio on...singing my heart out and minding my own business...pastu teringat phone tak charge...so pg la ambik phone....tengok ader msg from this 013 number....bile bace msg huh...terus panic nak mampus!saper pulak la yg msg dpt band 8 untk IELTS nie...huhu....that time i didn't know that it was athirah...forgot to save her new num(sorry thira...he...)...pastu apelagi...trus pg dial college number....heart was beating super fast rase mcm nk tercabut....it was about 11.45 when i called...pastu org KBU suruh call balik pkul 1 ...fine ah kan...so taktau nak buat aper pg baring....mengenang nasib kalau tak pass...huhu..habis ah duit 5 ratus untk resit....jatuh maruah la..kesian mrs.lee,penat je dia ajar mcm2..huhu.....bla bla bla...so mase 1 o'clock pg call balik..this time they told me that mr.liew takde call balik kul 2...haih...wait lagi....so pglah sembahyang tenangkan diri pastu sambung baring...seriously coudn't do anything else...bilik yg tak habis kemas td pun had to done by my sis instead...huhu...bile call pukul 2...orang KBU kata mr.liew tak balik from lunch lg...dier suruh try call at 2.45 plak...huh?!berapa lame nak tunggu neyh...driving me nutz....things went from bad to worse coz mase call at 2.45 org tue kata mr.liew's having a meeting so i might have to wait tomorrow(today) to get my results!n i was like huh?! after all the time wasted on waiting and calling this is what u're telling me!can't believe my ears!...soo pissed of...after all those moments of tossing and turning on my bed thinking 'bout my future...n having soo much butterflies...haih seb baek tak termuntah je....so nak tak nak...kenalah tunggu da next day...so pagi tadi actually was still asleep wen fatin sent me da msg...apelagi trus bgn n pg call college...shaking gila mase dial....lepas bg surname n IC...she finally gave my results....mula2 ingat salah orang but then again only i have Syed Shamsudin as a surname...so maknenye betul la ea....haha...still tak percaya nie....just wana thank my parents,mrs.lee for being so patient n kind,guiding me all the way....seriously without her...they'll be no 8.5 watsoever...n of course i never wud have known how to sing the jolly waltzing matilda song...huhu...special thanks ,hugs n kisses to fatin n my beloved sister just for being there for me...pastu sanggup plak 2 layan my mengada-ngada kerenah...seriyesly it's only with u guys that i can behave that way huhu...n of coz to all my frens...thank you for all your support.....wouldn't have made it without u guys!and finally to me,those sleepless nites,headaches coz of too much reading,stress n the secretly crying and pretending that everything was ok in front of everybody else was definitely worth it!one goal down.....loads to go!!!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Tadaaaaaaaaa!!!!

haha...hmmm....finally this blog has come to life.I LIIIIIIIIIIVE!!!!!Says the blog...haha quoting that from the small lizard character in Mulan...Mushu.......let's see....before i begin 'feeding' u with my stories of life...what should i call u????.................................thinking...............................................
aha!!!!bloggey!!!yeah it sounds common but i like it....it's as if u're this wobbly icky goooey jelly that's cute like flubber......haha....though u're only a blog...huhu.....so, nice to meet u bloggey...we shall be frens yeah.......sounding dumb now...talking to a blog eh....oh well....I'll be back yea bloggey....mama's gonna 'feed' u alrite haha...with fun n cool stories.....hopefully....gtg 4 now...real mother's calling to feed me.....dinner time...have to go n help mum now!haha.....