PiEceS oF mE!

yup....

2009-08-16T07:01:00.000-07:00

you can pray for sunny weather,but that won't stop the rain...

hahahah...ye korang...

2009-08-15T03:37:00.000-07:00

Well dad was suppose to come today to give me something for puasa...but he told me just now that he couldn't so here i am left all alone ...da rest of my housemates have gone out...to listen to a public lecture somewhere in Jalan Imbi i think...or wait that's the exhibition place...entahla can't remember where but yeah somewhere in KL...Mr.Wong said it'll be a good experience for us if we went...anyway back to the story...not that i'm sad or anything....just that there's this funny +weird + terharu feeling all mixed up together in me...it makes me smile and smile!haha
why???........tengok dekat bawah....

THINGS THAT SHERRY MUSN'T DO WHILE WE'RE GONE,verbally told:

(huhuhu...this was what...10 minutes lecture before they left right to the very end till they had their shoes on!fooh!...luckily i survived!hehe)

1."sherry,jaga diri baik2...be gooood!"-Fatin(dis was when i just woke up from sleep)
2.lock all doors...said sumone tak ingat who coz bnyk kot org pesan...
3."kunci pintu belakang sherry"...azreen said while going into the kitchen
4.dun naughty2.......(define that please=p..ahhaa)
5.dun skodeng2 people!..(what???who la me want to skodeng...dats ur part tym job kn..hehe)
6.dun talk to strangers!..(does dat include elmo n hani's cat?? )
7.dun bring any guy into the hse ..(hek eleh...bukan dats wat i always say to u guys ke??..think2)
8.dun let the cats in!(hahaha....sian cats)

and the list goes on with some of the same thing being repeated by different people....haha..yelah minah2 oi...i'll do just as u say...dun worry la...if anything happens i call ming chai...muahahha...tak pasal2 ming chai...nitemare dat guy !...heheh...thanks...you guys...no matter how havoc things can be ...you people are just awsome...have fun out there!!!sherry nk g lari2 satu umah celebrate my freedom..haha..over...takldela...maen2 je...missing da loudness already!i'll see you guys soon k.....

life's a school of hardknocks....

2009-08-14T09:54:00.000-07:00

yup...a few weeks ago things hasn't turn out that well for me...i have to admit...and of course i wont lie here...i'm sad,im angry,i'm hurt,i'm mad,i'm dissapointed...i feel dumb,i feel used,i feel like a total bullshit,i feel like i was unfairly treated and taken for granted......BUT...it doesn't mean that i'll give up......life is hard but then again nobody ever promised of it being easy or fair...

just that wanna do some self expression here....you know to let things out...i don't really tell my problems specifically to people....just not me to dwell on problems...i talk about it though but not ALL about it...it's good enough to tell just one person that i trust....the you in my blog here in case u get confuse later on refers to a lot of people....it'll be a secret of course....

thing is...just because i don't say anything doesn't mean that i'm okay,just because u thought i don't know doesn't mean that i really don't know...u might think that by deleting something ,it can cover up whatever it is that u said....too bad...i saw what i saw...and it hurts...those words hurt...though i forgive u hurt...i have to admit....u took me for granted...u didn't appreciate me.it was me all along who stood by you when you needed that shoulder....it was me who constantly gave u hugs whenever u had a gloomy day...i was there for u when u needed me...even when i'm having troubles myself,i sacrificed my time and i listened to you...

just because i'm nice or i act okay doesn't mean that i agree with everything you do...there are things that i disagree but at the end of the day,i never made a fuss about it...coz its your life...i have no rights...its none of my business....but i'm tired of u always thinking that ur the only one who's having problems...u can't always expect people to understand you everytym especially when u don't do as you say... people get tired u noe...coz they helped you but you don't seem to...and what more u talked bad bout those people too..in case u've forgotten,it was those people that you turn to when u feel lonely ,when all the fun for yourself's gone ..i mean you can let it out alrite...but cursing and wishing them bad...that's really being unthankful...i'm not saying i'm a saint either...but to find out you doing that...fooh...

and what more when people wanted to have time for themselves ... you just couldn't accept it do you...i mean people need time on their own too...can't always be about you everyday...gimme a break okay...i noe i'm like the big sister around...but u have to remeber too...that i ,like u people jugak am only 19...i get confuse ,i experience this identity crisis thinging too....soo just because i'm a little bit matured or am tolerant..u can't always think that i'll behave that way all the tym...yes that's me...but even this me has her ups and downs...

and you,haih...just because nothing is said doesn't mean that nothing is happening...how could you say it that just like that...as if nothing ever happened....i guess you just don't noe me...u dun really take time to noe me properly pun...if only you knew the real me....none of this would ever happen pun...but its not totally your fault i noe...just dat words hurt a thousand tyms more than actions to me...coz i dont forget easily..and what you do for me...it tells a lot too...it's ok...one day u'll noe...i wish you well though...

i guess enough of that....here i'd like to make a special thanks to you people who've stood by me...believed in me...supported me...listened to me for hours though we were just strangers who happened to be in the same place once upon a time....
and you who cooked for me,you who let me bug your life for no reason n can still smile back at me anytym i smiled haha...thanks for that...and you who acted like a big bro for me...and you a sister for me...and you who told me stories of trojan and helen of troy...those greek mythologies that i never read n only heard of(haha coz my comp had 1 dat day)...you who wouldn't let me read certain books just to avoid me from being sad(aww...dun worry,i'm big enuf to handle that k=P)...you who took tym to say hi in the morning....you ,out of the blue remembered me....finally all the you who made me smile or was just simply there for me....THANK YOU...there's nothing more than i can ask for.....may you be blessed always..

Whoah!

2009-06-11T07:45:00.000-07:00

Haven't been updating this blog for ages i guess!huhuhu.....sorry bloggey....

well the reason behind all this is because i have another blog actually....of which i have to update

almost everyweek(should be every single week really....only i 'mistakenly' thought it was a

monthly thing...haha...yela 2!)haha lucky ms.chan my english lecturer is pretty cool about it...

that other blog is part of my coursework for AUSMAT....yup...so,with the limited time that i

have...could only afford to 'jaga' one blog......huhuhu

here's the link y'all...if u're interested....haha....www.arts9197.blogspot.com...

okie dokie....that's about it i guess....

how life was a week ago.....or was it weeks???

2009-01-27T08:55:00.000-08:00

i'm hoooooooooooooooooooooooooome!!!!finally...haha it's not that i haven't been home for ages ..just that it feels good to be where i really belong...at least my bedroom is mine to keep...to come to think of it i really deserve a big pat on the shoulder...why???coz i survived a loooooooong hectic crazy week indeed....and so did my fellow frens....so pat!pat!pat!4 u guys as well!lets recap all the things that happened the previous week...

the not-so nice things....

1.to start off was the accounting work given by Ms.Jenny..just imagine..there were 32 questions in that booklet and each question needed at least an hour to finish....felt like a robot transferring all those details n numbers into the appropriate accounts....masa tak balance lagilah...exploded like those big volcanoes in hawaii....coz u have to check the whole thing again just to find out that u copied a number wrongly!!!...haih asal takde software je to detect....even ms.chan has those i -don't-even-noe -if-it-really existed softwares to detect whether we're plagiarising or not....

2.now accounts wasn't the only work that we had...loads of maths exercises to be completed...especially the one regarding the submission of the elements...spent hours trying to figure out the correct solution...haih..seb baek dah faham....

3.then came the econs test in the middle of the week....n speaking of econs...i think miss jesrina will actually have a headache marking our paper...she might just throw up...i bet the only question that the whole class will get full mark is the sketching of the demand curve...the rest of the microeconomics paper will just cause her to heat up like the microwave!!!hoho...beats me...

4.oh yea the replacement class on wednesday...haih...it only lasted for less than an hour from 2-2.45 !!!!why didn't she just finished it during class...we still had loads of time left that tuesday...tak pasal2 our wednesday off hilang mcm 2 je...

5.the group project of producing a documentary on a socio-cultural issues gave us another headache..nearly caused us some sort of an argument la jugak....tp takde org cedera....haha kidding...adat la misunderstand ckit2 kan....but we're okay now......just want to focus on giving the best....

6.owh remember the 32 quetions from accounts...we'll i was sooooooooooo happy to finish it but unfortunately that happy moment didn't last long...coz kaaboosh! that exact evening...the whole class received another i dunno 15 -20 questions...chinese new year gift she says.....adoi!

tp dlm benda2 yg tak best 2 ade jugak interesting things that happened...

1.mase 2 tgh tension sgt..then suddenly hani terjumpa my torchlight...oh yea just remembered b4 dat we were actually singing some songs for atikah...sort of like a sesi melepaskan tekanan thinging...haha...then came the torchlight part...hani start maen2 mcm jd lampu disco...pastu apalagi...lights off and the whole room went wild...haha...mini disco right here in the middle of bu...cool aint it?should see the people init as well...craaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzeeeeeeeeeeeeee i tell u...thira pun join...fatin lagilah...goat-dancing!haha...jia wern pun ade skali....klu ain ade mesti migrain!!!haha...too bad it only lasted for 30 minutes...sebab sume dh tak larat dance..past only left me n hani memekak...tak syok...but we had one wicked nite alrite.....the next day i found out that the warden was there during the whole disco session...lucky mr.B tak bising....huhu...klu tak...'berdiskolah' kita bersama mr.B..

2.love the role playing we had in class...especially with ma goat here!haha...we share a special bond....dats y even in role playing we were destined to work together....she yes its a she leaving her poop all over the place and me(boy) picking it up to put it in the manly lover's tobacco(chan) causing him to suffocate like hell n causing disaster n havoc esp to this ancient sister of mine(jia wern)....haha....silap terlupa nak snap photo je.....haih...all in all...we make pretty good actors....wat say u goat?hmmbeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkk (i agree!..in goat language!=p)

3.also enjoyed eating those rat tails....haha...a type of long red soft candy actually and marshmellows...yum yum...really made the class a little laid back dat day....takdelah soo hectic like usual....thanks ms.chan!

guess dats about it....haha...tootles!!!

love this song!!!

2009-01-12T22:35:00.000-08:00

Mengejar Matahari (ari lasso)

disini ada satu kisah

cerita tentang anak manusia

menantang hidup bersama

mencoba menggali makna cinta

tetes air mata

mengalir di sela derai tawa

selamanya kita

tak akan berhenti mengejar matahari

tajamnya pisau takkan sanggup

goyahkan cinta antara kita

menembus ruang dan waktu

menyatu di dalam jiwaku

cHEck iT Out!!!

2009-01-02T09:08:00.000-08:00

The other day while i was cleaning my room(had to cause it looked more like a junkyard rather than a room!!haha if u ask me i'd say that it ain't my fault...somehow it just turn out that way..huhu yeah right!)...i finally realised something...................i seem to collect almost everything!!!haha nolah but i do collect a lot of things...no wonder it became a modern junkyard...cool one FYI haha.....one significant feature that u'll realise is that there's just sooo many books in my room....

This shelf here is where i always put my dictionaries,encyclopedias,materials for quick references...cute notebooks....only books that i really love are kept in my room... sort of like a red spot in my house where they can only used it with MOI permission..haha.the rest are kept in a big bookshelf just outside my room....but now that i'm out of the house i reckon that they(my siblings) don't even care!huhu

this is where my novels,fiction books are kept...oh yea the teddy was given by my protege,and see those frames with the butterlies...i made em'...well not entirely though... only added the extra butterflies around it...haha

and here's......more books!!!haha first shelf is my collection of motivational books...2nd and 3rd shelf are just more sets of encyclopedias...daniel my bro likes picking out books from the 2nd n 3rd shelf...coz the books are super interesting and has loads of cool pictures .....

oh yea wanna see what other things that i collect??....come on then!!!

my pencil collection......been collecting various kinds of pencils since aged 7 i think...these are just some of it....malas nak letak yg lain for snapping....my favourite is the one with the giraffe...bought it at Franklin Park Zoo,Boston...the longest one is a pencil bought in Niagra Falls,Canada...

yg nie pulak is my postcard collection....soo far i have a total of 5 albums ....some of them are bought from places that i have visited,others are given by loved ones from places that they have travelled to...last count was 250++postcarsd...can't remember really....

care for a cup of tea??haha...small teacups....sbnya ade bnyk lagi tp rasenye sabrina(youngest sis) dah ambik main masak2...haih...habis suma barang kakak nak ambik.....suka hatilah...jgn pecah sudah...

some of my keychains.........

nametags from different schools....and a lot of handmade nametags made by my juniors during prefect camps.....nak tawu kenapa ade banyak?well,since i was one of the 'heads' ...instead of having just one nametag...i get to have all ...wheeeeee...one from each group....

these are not mine...they're mum's magnet collections....shows where i probally inhereted my 'genes' of collecting stuff...mum has tons of magnets don't know how many precisely.....but it covers the WHOLE fridge ,so i guess you can do the math yourself=p!!

dad's tie collection....i mean only the ones with musical instruments or features on it....dad loves music....took a photo of this while he was sleeping haha...wonder what he'll think if he sees me snapping pictures of his ties...haha...teringin nak pakai ke anak aku nie!!!haha...sorry to tell u daddy,but it'll never happen in a million years!!!shows another contibutional factor of why i like collecting things...simply because...i'm daddy's girl....haha

phew!!had a hard time making all of them look at the camera...haha...they just got back from a party,kononnya!!!these are not mine...they belong to my younger sisters,nazirah and sabrina...a bunch of barbie dolls hanging out...haih never got the hang of their names...they keep on changing everytime!!!haha...looks like my younger sisters are following my footsteps too eh...aww...guess it's one big happy family who collects stuff after all!!!!haha

hey syarifah......remember this......

2008-12-31T20:13:00.000-08:00

When life leaves you hanging......

DON'T QUIT!!!!

anything can happen.
bend,but don't break.
challenge your potential.
destiny is a choice.
effort creates opportunities
follow your intuition
get back up &try again
hold on to your vision
impress yourself
just dig a little deeper
keep knocking at doors
learn from mistakes
motivate with compassion
nothing worthwhile comes easy
own a positive attitude
problems hold messages
question that's not working
regroup when you need to
stand up for your principles
think outside the box
unite preseverance with resolve
value knowing when to walk away
work smarter,not just harder
xhaust all possibilities
you can,if you think you can
zzz,take naps as needed!!!(totally agree with this part right here!!!)

*taken from a poster i bought.....fell in love with the positive wordings....just wanted to start the new year with something positive and colourful...hehe...

hmmm...new year's resolution?!

2008-12-29T06:53:00.000-08:00

...according to the muslim calender its already a new year eh...how time flies sooo fast...salam maal hijrah to all..adios,sayonara,arriverderci,cai cian,and bye-bye 2008.....u sure have taught me a lot.....especially about life....how things can go topsy turvy in no time and the importance of love and support from family and frens....this new year...i've a lot of goals to achieve....hmmm...let's see my 10 new year's resolution wud be to..........

1.get really good results for ALL my exams...mantain T.E.R score of 85...fooh...susah tue...huhu...i'll try my hardest on that...
2.complete my AUSMAT with distinction....so dat i can fly to Aussie...
3.increase my ibadah and urusan ukhrawi...yup need more improvement on dat...eternal paradise is of course the ultimate goal that i'd like to achieve..
4.be more matured?!haha...
5.be less cranky,moody,emo,things of dat sort....but i'll keep annoying fatin and my sis only with a more hmm... problem dats really a problem?! haha!....dat's my part time job or is it full time?haha mane2 jelah...though i don't get paid for it...it's something dat i love....m sure u guys 'love' it too kan.....haha...dats y i loooooooooooove u.....u guys deserve a pay...i'll think of something...really mean it with all my heart(devilish grin)
6.make my parents proud of me...hmm...say.. masuk newspaper ke...haha fat hopes...tp 1 day i'd like to make that happen or 4 simply not overspending..yup...
7.oh yea speaking of overspending.....saya nak menabung dis year...haha....wish me luck!
8.live a healthy,happy,less stress life(i'd be lying if i said a stress-free life...for me it doesn't really exist...coz we're bound to experience stress sumhow....it's good in a way...gives you the extra push u need in lyfe...tak tak bley banyak2....nanti bley jd takde life trus...)
9.hmmmm....remember to always count my blessings....be grateful,thankful for everything that i have....not to take people for granted,lie,hurt other people's feelings...have more empathy...
10.what else yea......owh..to just simply seize the moment!carpe diem!live everyday to the fullest and to always remember that everything happens for a reason.....tak payah sedeyh o marah lame2 coz mesti ade hidden gudness...all that's needed is just a little patience....something i need to work more on...huuhu

k dats about it for now... am already having sleepy eyes nie....gonna go n crash on my bed now...may i have a better and blessed year ahead and same goes to u guys out there 2 k.amin

Alhamdulillah...............

2008-12-24T07:20:00.000-08:00

am lost for words....just soooooooo thankful....today has been the happiest day of my life soo far since i entered KBU...couldn't believe it ......so like a dream come true....i passed my IELTS exam with flying colours!!!.....huhu...with band 8.5.....totally more than i expected......should've have seen how i was yesterday...freaking out like mad...could only breathe...with difficulty mind u!....haha...suffocating and gasping for air.....phew!glad that was over...actually i was fine yesterday morning wiping the furniture in my room...dahlah warna dark brown ade habuk ckit je dah nampak...haih...so i was wiping ,sweeping with the radio on...singing my heart out and minding my own business...pastu teringat phone tak charge...so pg la ambik phone....tengok ader msg from this 013 number....bile bace msg huh...terus panic nak mampus!saper pulak la yg msg dpt band 8 untk IELTS nie...huhu....that time i didn't know that it was athirah...forgot to save her new num(sorry thira...he...)...pastu apelagi...trus pg dial college number....heart was beating super fast rase mcm nk tercabut....it was about 11.45 when i called...pastu org KBU suruh call balik pkul 1 ...fine ah kan...so taktau nak buat aper pg baring....mengenang nasib kalau tak pass...huhu..habis ah duit 5 ratus untk resit....jatuh maruah la..kesian mrs.lee,penat je dia ajar mcm2..huhu.....bla bla bla...so mase 1 o'clock pg call balik..this time they told me that mr.liew takde call balik kul 2...haih...wait lagi....so pglah sembahyang tenangkan diri pastu sambung baring...seriously coudn't do anything else...bilik yg tak habis kemas td pun had to done by my sis instead...huhu...bile call pukul 2...orang KBU kata mr.liew tak balik from lunch lg...dier suruh try call at 2.45 plak...huh?!berapa lame nak tunggu neyh...driving me nutz....things went from bad to worse coz mase call at 2.45 org tue kata mr.liew's having a meeting so i might have to wait tomorrow(today) to get my results!n i was like huh?! after all the time wasted on waiting and calling this is what u're telling me!can't believe my ears!...soo pissed of...after all those moments of tossing and turning on my bed thinking 'bout my future...n having soo much butterflies...haih seb baek tak termuntah je....so nak tak nak...kenalah tunggu da next day...so pagi tadi actually was still asleep wen fatin sent me da msg...apelagi trus bgn n pg call college...shaking gila mase dial....lepas bg surname n IC...she finally gave my results....mula2 ingat salah orang but then again only i have Syed Shamsudin as a surname...so maknenye betul la ea....haha...still tak percaya nie....just wana thank my parents,mrs.lee for being so patient n kind,guiding me all the way....seriously without her...they'll be no 8.5 watsoever...n of course i never wud have known how to sing the jolly waltzing matilda song...huhu...special thanks ,hugs n kisses to fatin n my beloved sister just for being there for me...pastu sanggup plak 2 layan my mengada-ngada kerenah...seriyesly it's only with u guys that i can behave that way huhu...n of coz to all my frens...thank you for all your support.....wouldn't have made it without u guys!and finally to me,those sleepless nites,headaches coz of too much reading,stress n the secretly crying and pretending that everything was ok in front of everybody else was definitely worth it!one goal down.....loads to go!!!

Tadaaaaaaaaa!!!!

2008-12-21T01:53:00.000-08:00

haha...hmmm....finally this blog has come to life.I LIIIIIIIIIIVE!!!!!Says the blog...haha quoting that from the small lizard character in Mulan...Mushu.......let's see....before i begin 'feeding' u with my stories of life...what should i call u????.................................thinking...............................................
aha!!!!bloggey!!!yeah it sounds common but i like it....it's as if u're this wobbly icky goooey jelly that's cute like flubber......haha....though u're only a blog...huhu.....so, nice to meet u bloggey...we shall be frens yeah.......sounding dumb now...talking to a blog eh....oh well....I'll be back yea bloggey....mama's gonna 'feed' u alrite haha...with fun n cool stories.....hopefully....gtg 4 now...real mother's calling to feed me.....dinner time...have to go n help mum now!haha.....